it snows nine months of the year and hails the other three

So. In ninth and tenth grade, in HYC, there was a guy in choir who was a good friend of mine, and within the first two months of choir, I had a serious crush on him (he was eventually nicknamed by me and MBF as My Lovely Black, which is what I'll call him here). I totally thought I was over it, however, by July on tour, when my friend Alley and I turned around on the Disneyland train to find him and DrumMajor totally making out, and I wasn't really jealous. We maintained a good relationship--we were a group of friends--until he left choir at the end of last year, and I hadn't seen him since.

Until today, when he showed up for practice and I totally realized I'm still not over him. On the plus side, there's a total chance he could come back to choir next year, which means I can be better friends (or maybe more) with him. On the other hand...I've like him for a really, really long time and nothing's happened and I just want to get on with my life. But he's kind of what I'm looking for in a guy--he's WAY taller than me, kinda cute, friendly, funny, a good singer, smart (we can have both crack!conversations and serious ones), gives killer backrubs, and all that stuff. I mean, he's got his own faults, but still.

It bothers me that I still like him.

Grr.

But I'm glad to see him anyway. He's also a good friend, and it's always good to see good friends.

In other news, I added four new cuts last night. I'm hiding them better, but still I just want to frickin' slap myself whenever I think about what I did. Grr.

nebulia out.

Gas was 1.99 a gallon. I could fill up my tank on 20 bucks. YAY!

FFN is still down, but whatev.

Went to Borders today and picked up Host Club 7 (yay!) and Her Majesty's Dog 4 (yay!)

Oh, boy. The picture in the back of Host club has my mind reeling out Dark!Hunny/Haruhi perversion (*evil grin*)...but the story was great! I really liked this volume...it may rank up there with 1 and 3.

Her Majesty's Dog 4 was good because something HUGE and plotworthy happened...though, if anyone else follows it, have you noticed that Hyoue and Amane kiss less and less as the volumes go on? And also...if Hyoue needs to at least touch Amane to feed, then how did he manage to go without touching her for a while?

...and now he's not in human-form any more. It's getting more angsty.

I love it!

What else...Church choir was this morning, and I'm the only alto who's not in 7th grade and who sings out. Community choir was this afternoon, and we got placed vocally, and i'm on the end, which is a blessing and a curse. Blessing: I'm on the end. Curse: I'm next to the piano, so if I mess up, it's obvious. And they can hear me, which is scary anyway. But whatever. In choir DrumMajor--whose life is really looking up; not only is she Puck in her school's Midsummer's Night Dream, she also got the Best Drum Major (or whatever) award at the competition she had yesterday--is my only real friend. Now the FlowerSeller and gigglesphin are gone, we're all alone. *sad face*

But...

I have homework. So there.

Oh, yeah, and I ran into the other little kid that reminds me of Yahiko (It's uber-creepy--he's even ten, only he's blond...*shudder) today. He was on his bike, he made fune of me for having manga with me, I called him a wimpy freak, he called me a baby, and I flipped him off, and walked away.

Yes, I met the kid during VBS at church. Yes, he's called me a lesbian and told me I sucked balls before. So, yes, I flipped him off.

He's not too bad, though--we're friends. Our friendship is based entirely off of insults, and it works.

quote of the post: "would the soplanos please turn to measure...wait..." --AssistantDirector is not having a good day.

nebulia out.