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nebuliaIs growing out. Today I spent all day hiding under my bangs because it was a novelty, but I may do it more often, as I got these kind of looks: "I should know what you're thinking because you're nebulia, but I can't because those bangs are in your face!" all day. It was actually kind of empowering.
Swimming last night was fun. I felt really fast; taper's agreeing with me. However, this is the problem: our coach told us we were supposed to be grumpy, because we're all of a sudden not working as hard as we usually do, and so our body is relesein stress hormones. Unfortunately, I'm more cheerful than ever. Obnoxiously cheerful. Absurdly cheerful. Obscenely cheerful. I didn't think of myself as particularly grumpy person, though it happens to me occasionally, but now I'm wondering: was I so grumpy that my body is simply shooting to the other end of the spectrum?
I haven't a clue.
nebulia out.
Swimming last night was fun. I felt really fast; taper's agreeing with me. However, this is the problem: our coach told us we were supposed to be grumpy, because we're all of a sudden not working as hard as we usually do, and so our body is relesein stress hormones. Unfortunately, I'm more cheerful than ever. Obnoxiously cheerful. Absurdly cheerful. Obscenely cheerful. I didn't think of myself as particularly grumpy person, though it happens to me occasionally, but now I'm wondering: was I so grumpy that my body is simply shooting to the other end of the spectrum?
I haven't a clue.
nebulia out.
