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nebulia: (fma--ed episode 51)

I wish you the happiest of Christmases, Solstices, Hanukkahs, Kwanzaas, other holidays, general holidays, or Sundays. For those of you who are alone or sad this season, I wish you could come to my house where my family would cook you massive amounts of food and you could sit in front of a warm fireplace. You are all in my thoughts.

Thoughts on moving to dreamwidth will be posted after Christmas, because I'm not dealing with it here or now. D:

Merry Christmas!
nebulia: (fma--ed episode 51)

I wish you the happiest of Christmases, Solstices, Hanukkahs, Kwanzaas, other holidays, general holidays, or Sundays. For those of you who are alone or sad this season, I wish you could come to my house where my family would cook you massive amounts of food and you could sit in front of a warm fireplace. You are all in my thoughts.

Thoughts on moving to dreamwidth will be posted after Christmas, because I'm not dealing with it here or now. D:

Merry Christmas!


Oct. 21st, 2009 04:46 pm
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possible H I A T U S 
21 October 2009 to 25 October 2009

Am visiting MBF in Rexburg this block break...I'm going to be on a greyhound and then at her apartment. I dunno if I'll have connection, though my computer will be with me. So, if I'm not around for the next few days, that is why. :) I will see you Sunday for sure though. 
nebulia: a nebula (heihachi-samurai 7)
Changed my layout a couple days ago. We have moved from MirrorMask to Delacroix and Hugo. xD It's also, IMO, easier to read. And easier to decipher my flist to boot. xD

Um. Not much going on. I've been really lonely and down recently, and then realized that I've been forgetting to take my meds. So hopefully remembering those will help me feel a bit better. Gymnast is coming over tonight too, so that will be fun. I can't wait until she gets here.

was thinking about that, actually, my names for my friends. MBF and HLBF (MormonBestFriend and HorseLoverBestFriend), haven't changed, thank God. But DrumMajor is no longer a drum major and Gymnast no longer a gymnast. gothsocks changed her name so many times that I just eventually stopped, because it was confusing. xD And then I realized I haven't really talked of my friends a lot recently. I blame Costa Rica, I was kind of out of the picture.


Today, at 8:30 this morning, the Iowa Supreme Court unanimously voted to


I'm SO HAPPY!!! Guys, it's awesome! It goes into effect in 3 weeks and IA will be only the fourth state in the country to do it, after Massachusetts and California (and they struck it down fuck you prop 8) and Connecticut, and it's IOWA. MY state! I'm so happy!!!!! My little, hickish, 3 million people, farming, mixed-up-with-Idaho-and-Ohio-all-the-time state. WE DID IT!!!! :DDDDDD

If there's any external event that could pull me from depression, for at least a while, this is it. There are not words for how happy I am. :D

This is the most wonderful thing ever.


Dec. 25th, 2008 12:30 pm
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First of all:

Merry Christmas! Happy fifth day of Hanukkah! I hope your holiday was a good one. :)


THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU [ profile] noel_venus915!! I was so happy when I got home to get your card! I can't thank you enough. :D


My internet connection is acting up and we're moving, so I'm a bit behind. I'm trying to keep up with my flist but I'm not doing too well. Anyway, hope you're all doing well, and I hope to talk to you soon! :D
nebulia: a nebula (sod off-fallen the webcomic)
I had these plans. They're starting Supernatural season 4 here tomorrow at 8, subbed in espanol. So, I was going to take my test Friday morning, relax/internet/watch season three in the afternoon, and go to the final symphony concert in the evening.

That all went brilliantly. The concert was fantasic; the national orchestra is as exceptional as the Ticos claim it is. They have every right to be proud of it. Also, I got to see a piece writted for the OSN in its debut last night, which was really cool. I was part of the first audience ever hearing that piece, and I really liked it. It had a lot of aspects of modern classical music, but I love modern classical music just as much as the good old stuff, and it was really good.

So, then, on Saturday, I was going to go to Volcan Irazu, and then relax/watch more Supernatural. And on Sunday I was going to go to Volcan Poas and get back in time to shower, eat dinner, and then actually watch Supernatural on TV. For once. XD

But whatever. Today.

So I get down to downtown San Jose at 7:45 to catch the 8 o'clock bus (the bus comes back from Irazu at 12:30). That all goes brilliantly, and I meet this girl who just graduated from UKansas in Manhattan (Kansas). She's with her boyfriend, and they're in CR for two weeks because her boyfriends from Mexico and they've been doing the long distance thing. That was cool.

Anyway, so it's an hour and 45 minutes or so to Irazu, and by the time we get to the gates it's rainy and windy and (when we get outside) probably around 40-some degrees, maybe less with wind chill.

Whatever. I'd totally hike anyway.

The problem is that there was a rockslide in the park. A ROCKSLIDE. So the park is closed today and tomorrow, and for good reason: not only is it dangerous, but none of the frickin' place has power or water or anything.

So we turned around and went back to San Jose.

On the way home I talked to a guy from Taiwan (though he lives in Florida now), who's here for a week. He was pretty cool. It was nice to talk to him. He'd been to a lot of countries in Latin America, and it was cool to hear about that. Apparently, the traffic in Brazil is even crazier than it is here in San Jose. I'm not even sure how that's possible. XD

So I went and got white grape juice and cookies from the automercado, and I guess I'm gonna start the supernatural marathon early. I think I'll try Irazu next weekend, and go with Susan, because she wants to see a bunch of the volcanoes.

Whatever. As soon as I go home (since I'm at UVeritas right now because I don't have internet), I'm changing into my pajama pants and dry socks and curling up in bed.

It's cold. And rainy. I love it, but I really wish I was in Irazu. D:
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Have I mentioned how much I love my roommate? A lot. A LOT a lot.

We'll never be best friends--at least, not as I'm seeing it right now--but we might keep in touch for a few years or something. But she's way cool. At first I thought she looked down on my 'cause I was younger and SUCH a dork, and not just nerd, and she does look down on me because I'm younger. But not in a condescending way, I mean, I AM younger, and I haven't experienced college yet, and she's cool with that. It's not condescending at all.

And she's so smart and even though we differ in some opinions, we think in very much the same ways, and we're amused by the same things, and we both like Bones, and she's fun to hang out she's cool. I really like her, though at first I didn't so much.

Also, we both desperately miss the people at home, which is just kind of...nice, to commiserate with her on that. And we both don't think in overly girly ways--like, yeah, I fangirl over everything, but when it comes to actual real life, all that girly drama crap just isn't my style. XD So we commiserate over all the girly drama that goes on in this place. Honestly, it's cliquey like stereotypical high school stories are cliquey. XDDDD

Today at lunch I just had the most sudden, base, deep desire to be home. To be in my own room on my own bed with my own weather and my own dogs and everything. It was odd; yes, I'll be happy to go home, but I'm so happy I'm here. But I'm not going to be homesick, because I can't take a chance like this for granted, I really can't. It was just odd.
nebulia: a nebula (heihachi-samurai 7)
...happy new year!

watched Constantine and CSI with two of the three emily s's I know. It was really a lot of fun. We didn't even notice when it turned midnight until Auntie yelled up at us that it was.


Happy new year.



I'll think on it.

nebulia out.


Sep. 29th, 2007 12:23 pm
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Homecoming game last night.

A lot of fun, we won, of course (that's to be expected--we probably should be a 5A school, but there is no 5A, that won't work. Instead, we kick everyone's asses for some realy boring games.). LCA, HLBF, Naru, Gimpy, and two of our friends spent most of it on the hill above the stadium, playing at the playground and watching the game every once in a while.

Of course, LCA, though, and I had a discussion about gothsocks, who has been acting strange recently--not like her usual self. As LCA put it, she's turned into a high school student, someone who honest-to-God thinks theire mature but because they do so, they aren't.

LCA and I aren't like that. We both know we have mature qualities, but more often than not, we act like 8-year-olds and we don't mind. gothsocks is suddenly all, "you suck, and I am so much more mature than you."

We don't get it.

But anyway, LCA has known gothsocks for a LOT longer than I have--10 years--and she told me that every time they had any sort of a falling out, LCA was always the one chasing after her. And she was tired of chasing.

Which is true. I keep talking to gothsocks--I've spilled my soul to her twice, and recently she's just brushed it all off.

She's become a lot more close-minded too.

But anyway, we were talking about it, and LCA finally just broke down and cried. I have NEVER seen LCA cry, and it was just bad. I kinda wanted to go over to gothsocks' house and beat her up. Because seriously, shes doing nothing but hurting her closest friends.

Oh, wait, she doesn't hang out with us anymore. Maybe we're not her closest friends. Because now she hangs out with this other girl and her boyfriend, and neither LCA nor I have gotten the chance to talk to her in a while.

On the other hand, LCA, HLBF, and I are going to homecoming. As a last-chance crossing-of-fingers, I asked gothsocks if she wanted to come over for pizza beforehand, thinking she would say no, but she said yes. Either this is a) a possible making-up? or b) it's going to be nasty, or, at least tense.

I'm a little bit nervous, mostly for LCA. Because right now, I'm on her side.

Why can't we all just stay friends forever?

People are so dumb.

nebulia out.


May. 13th, 2007 11:50 am
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So. Since yesterday was my birthday, I had some friends over. I had invited CBLL, and PervertedCat, but they couldn't come, and Naru got sick, so she couldn't come, but Mishka, gothsocks, LCA, MBF, DitzyGymnast, and HLBF came. We went to dinner at Taki, and then we came back to my place and watched youtube movies and played DDR. I got some pretty cool gifts--MBF built me a bear, and named it Mushi, whch was her name when we played Mulan in third grade (I was Mulan and she was Mushi, Mushu's cousin who was exactly like him only a girl, because Mushu wasn't a girl). Which was really, really sweet. HLBF got me Kingdom of Heaven because she can buy R rated movies (lol), and, really, everything I got was really cool. Inclushing the 2o bucks from Mishka.

Then we went to afterprom. And saw Spiderman 3. Which was okay. We spent a lot of time mocking it, though. But it was free, and entertaining, and it really had some promising moments. And it was hysterical. Peter as the confident emobitch was hilarious.

So. I'm going to stay up for twelve hours today. I'll go to bed at 11:30 and hopefully that'll make me exhausted enough to get back in the swing of things, as I went to bed at 5 this morning.

Oh well. It was pretty fun. And there was no drama, which was good.

nebulia out.


Mar. 24th, 2007 01:56 pm
nebulia: a nebula (zutara)
It's cloudy and rainy today. I luuuuuurve it.

gothsocks came over last night for a sleepover. Fun! We giggled and laughed and made fun of each other and it was a blast. We also broke my desk chair, hehe...

Now I'm off to do homework, w00t.

nebulia out.
nebulia: a nebula (more heihachi)
Well, we only got to watch a little of PAn's; we procrastinated with Bobobo and Naruto and The parent Trap and gaia.

And the hilrious new Avatar short. Go check it out. Password=Koh.

And then her car--she shall be referred to as gothsocks now--got stuck in the snow and we and my macgyver neighbor had to dig it out--all in all, it was an excellent evening.

Thought though--watched the episode abtou Gaara and Sasuke (I know very, very little about NAruto, so excuse me) fighting, and Gaara was flashbacking about his childhood and the kids were scared of him--how sad! GodBrother hates gaara 'cause he kills people, but I feel really bad for him.


so, that's that.


nebulia out.
nebulia: a nebula (iroh)
So, appanrently MBF was almost in tears because she thought I was mad at her.

Which I wasn't, but I've realized today that I've been awfully aloof lately, reading a lot, and this is obviously having an affect on my friends.

Seriously. In AP Euro Ka-chan told me that MBF was practically in tears during PE because she thought I was mad at her. I thought MBF was being an idiot--why didn't she come to me? And how could she think I was angry at her?

And then I realized that this is something CT talks about all the time. People mind-read, or speculate, when others act differently than normal, and, often, they blame themselves for that odd behavior. That was what MBF was doing, because I haven't been up to being social for the past few days.

Am I really acting that differently? I wondered. But I am, it's true. I'm not acting like I usually do. Sure, I'm still pretty bouncy or genki or whatever the hell I am. But I'm not nearly as much or as big as I usually. I just...don't mentally have the energy.

So when MBF came in at lunch, I came up to her and said, "You idiot!" and when she saw me she looked like she would burst into tears. And then I hugged her so hard that she couldn't breathe--oops--and told her that I wasn't mad at her, not at all, and I was sorry for making her think she was...and then she said she couldn't breathe. Though I probably would have ranted on had she not told me.

Thr truth is, MBF's acting oddly, too. But I'll blame it on PMS right now, 'cause that's what she's saying. If it doesn't change, though...I'll know something's wrong. HLBF and I are worried.

Meanwhile, I did get my LCA/HLBF closure, but I'm not going to say it because HLBF was very, very serious about keeping it a secret. None of any of the people who read this know any of them except for what I've said, but I'm not going to say. Because I love them too much.

So. Off to Physical Therapy I go!

nebulia out.
nebulia: a nebula (sod off)
No one is happy right now.

There is LCA/HLBF drama, of which I still know nothing (DAMN YOU, HLBF! Why did you have to tell me about that? Did you honestly think that I wasn't going to worry, you dolt?). There is Bang!YouAreDead/LCA drama, and Naru is kind of mediating between the three of them.

And then B!YAD has been sad anyway...but she and CBLL and I went to Phantom last night and had tons of fun. But today the CWII teacher--who, don't get me wrong, I love her--was being bitchy about something trivial--she can be so tough sometimes--was harsh and B!YAD wasn't having a good day to begin with, and now I feel really bad.

I worry, you know.

And so my mood swings are in full gear and my nerves are on edge and I'm just on the border of anxiety attack, all shaky and crap, and the shakiness is only made worse by the fact that a) it is fucking cold in my room, and b) I went to bed at 11:30 last night and woke up at 4:30, no alarm clock.

I hate insomnia. Yeah, it wasn't as bad as it has been, but it still pisses me off.

So I'm worried and I'm tired and the only good thing is that tomorrow instead of CWII we get to Borders, and I think I'm taking B!YAD. And Twin might join us too, yay.

But that's, of course, if I only get through the night.

Damn. It is sooo cold in this room.

So. CBLL and B!YAD and I blasted J-pop all the way down to the Civic Center and back before and after the show, and then we also went to Starbucks after the show, and we added quite a bit to the quote book and laughed tons. So it was a blast.

But still. Monday just takes all the good out of you. Especially a Monday like this one, spent worrying about everyone. But then, no one seems to worry about themselves, so that's my job, right? 'Cause MBF and CT worry about me, and then I can spend more time worrying about everyone else.

CT will tell me that's faulty logic, but right now I don't care. I'm just fucking freaked out, and I'm not sure why.

I want everything to be the way it was this fall. Or last year, at the end of the year, when everyone was friends, nothing more, nothing less.

why do people fall in love?

quote of the post: "it's a good thing tears never show/ in the pouring rain/ like a good thing ever/ could make up for the pain" --robyn

nebulia out.


Dec. 27th, 2006 05:15 pm
nebulia: a nebula (katsuishiro)
In Chicago for college visits and fun this week.

Went to Adler and the Field Museum today. Most of it was miserable--it was so fucking crowded that it was no fun. I am never going to a museum the week between Christmas and New Year ever again. And at Adler, they took down the spacewalk--the best part of the entire plnetarium. Though I love the whole planetarium, they took away the best part! *sob*

Northwestern tomorrow. And some little town. Went to Borders today but found nothing I wanted to spend money on, sigh. I probably won't buy anything until I get home, because House is cheaper at Best Buy than at Borders, and my parents, truthfully, will probably get me most of what I want with them. Yay for being an only child!

Have been feeling rather misanthropic lately. Sarcasm is at an all time high right now. I think it's 'cause I miss my friends. But I see Gymnast on the first (she's spending the night) so hopefully it will all be okay by then. I can't wait, Gymnast and I are buddies.

I was thinking about how Christmas Eve might be the best night of the entire year. No matter what, it's nice. The Silent Night with the candles in church is the best part of the entire church year, and on Christmas Eve we always listen to music and make tea and sit around in the family room in our pajamas, perfectly content, nice and warm, with the fireplace and snow outside (sometimes, grr!). I love it. It's so...peaceful.

Have an original fic idea I got at Borders today. That I actually like. I hope it turns out all right.

Anyway, that's the news around here.

nebulia out.

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